The following are some of the thoughts/revelations that ‘happened’ to me during my last trip:
These thoughts/revelations are almost like the hypnagogic flashes that I get just before drifting off to sleep or in a half-awake state in ‘normal’ conditions. I was therefore afraid that these thoughts will vanish like smoke from my memory once the effects of cannabis/bhang wear off. Hence I began to jot down every ‘revelation’ that came to me in this ‘high’ state.
Too much talking and thinking/brooding should be avoided by all those who are on the path of self-discovery. The lack of control over my tongue has led to some major unpleasantness and problems between me and other people.
Too much thinking/brooding especially negative thoughts give rise to thought phantoms which get energised the more we keep thinking on similar negative lines. Every person has a kind of an ‘atmosphere’ or a shell, if you will, which is made up of the dominant thoughts and feelings that the person indulges in most of the time. This is the shell/veil/smoke screen through which we see and react with the world and the people around us. Good positive thoughts will give rise to a positive atmosphere around us. The attitude/feelings that dominate our waking consciousness will also dominate our sleep consciousness and subconscious. Mere suppression of these negative thoughts will only make them disappear from the surface and sink at the subconscious level, to emerge to the surface with greater vigor at some other point in time. That is the reason why forced/premature moralizing by any religion does not work.
Our atmosphere consciously or sub-consciously effects other people. The collective atmosphere of a group of people dwelling in a place for a long time creates the atmosphere of that place. That is the reason why, the sensitive among us can get a ‘feel’ of a place when we visit it for the first time, it could be somebody’s house/place of worship or an old ruin. Some of the ‘hauntings’ reported are nothing but highly energized ‘thought phantoms’ of the deceased.
This is one of the ways that ‘powerful’ people are able to control the weak-minded. They consciously or unconsciously use their highly energized thought phantoms like an invisible leash to control the ‘weak’. Be it a mother who controls her son even after he turns into an adult or a woman controlling the man who is ‘in love’ with her or a dictator reigning over his people.